If to love you means to hurt youMan! how we always hurt persons we love most! >.<
It is more likely that I hurt my mom while I was around. I miss her while I'm away, in times like this. It's like I hurt every one!! I, as the eldest daughter, have a big ego I can say, I'm very selfish. I need to be heard and followed. Me and my stupid ego has put me in a trouble. As a selfish person, I hardly listen to others' opinion sometimes. Moreover, I am very stubborn, I can tell you that. I can also say, without a doubt, that I hurt my sisters a lot. We had a lot of quarreling going on while we were still little. I was like, "I'm not wrong, you little bugger!!" then I'd go get my way, the way that I wanted something to be.
I hurt people with my sarcastic jokes and ruthless words. This happened to my dad and my poor friends. Not all friends, ofcourse. I must say, some people are too sensitive. Or is it me who is insensitive? Some people have bad luck, that they have become my objects to my cruel shitty words. How bad was it? Sometimes, I can be very bitchy and mean. Most of the time, I didn't really mean it. It's like fun, bullying these people, such as my sisters, nathan, etc. However, I've been trying to being more polite in sense of words.
I think what's worse than bullying those poor little things (hehehe cant help it!) is when you do some silly mistakes to your loved-ones and these hurt them. or sometimes, your intention is actually to hurt them. I have no opinion for the latter, because of you being devilish, demonic, biatch etc in purpose. oh no, I forget what I want to say about the first one.
I think I remember. We are human, we do mistakes and sometimes we're not aware of them.
oh gosh, I really forgot what I want to say, but I think you'll understand how I feel.