Valentine's day come and gone and nothing has changed.I was thinking to get over this crush, to get over him.. but suddenly, a rush of the same yearning for him coming back, this morning, right on the bus, packed with people going to the uni.
I'm tired of this. I'll never get what I want so what the point of keeping the hopes?
Actually, I'm not even sure of what I really want from his friendship (yeah, I'm only his friend).
But I'm sure about this, sometimes I really wanted to tell him, how dear he has become to me.
Neither the time nor the place was right. I want to look him in the eyes when I tell him how I feel. So.. virtual chat won't do.
I don't think I want to be his girlfriend, otherwise he wanted me to.
Why this stuff is so bothering me?
This really annoyed me!!
Argggggghhhhhhh!! better get some real work on my homeworks and tutes.